The time is getting near...

35 days from today, I will be sitting with my soldier, in his ACU's, under a shady tree in the the hot summer sun...

Yep, that's the way I'd like to think of it! Every day I become more and more excited, motivated and totally ready to see him! I have been told that I am going through boot camp at the same time as Cole. I never really thought of it that way, but after he passed in to White Phase I feel like I phased as well. Days a shorter, brighter and I am constantly motivated to do new things, write longer letters and actually start packing!

Today, I am waiting on approval for a 2 bedroom house, with a large backyard in Huachuca City, Arizona. We already put a (refundable) deposit on an apartment, but if we really do find something better, then I'm sold!

I just 11 letters from Cole. YES, 11! I have been patiently waiting for 2 weeks and then I get them all at once! Holy Crap!! He is doing well!! So much to say, so hard to type.

He wants mexican food, candy, caffeine, gatorade, cheesecake, chocolate, popcorn, music and lots of attention. Who would blame him?! Me too!!! I think he is pregnant. Speaking of pregnant, he said he wants to have kids with me... good??? Shouldn't have we discussed this before we got married? I thought we had! Man... he MUST be lonely!!

His platoon is doing fantastic! He said other than all the specialized training, they are basically in Ranger boot camp. He said it's hard as hell and they hardly ever get an special privileges. They are what they are.

He sent me a dog tag! Sweetest gift ever! It gold and says "Private Property of a Soldier" with the Army emblem underneath. What a sweetheart! He also sent me a card, THE MOST PERFECT CARD! It said Happy Birthday, but he apologized and said he will do something better for my birthday (which is August 1st, 3 days before I get to see him- which will be the best present EVER!!).

He asked his Drill Sergeant if he could fly back with me to Arizona (they are suppose to ask permission), the DS says "Fuck you." and walked away. Poor Cole.

He seems WAY more motivated than I have ever seen him, more like himself now than he has been the last 5 weeks. I can't believe only 34 days left!! That a month and a few naps!!! The best part is, I will (hopefully) be so occupied with moving that time is going to fly by. In a way, it really has already. I mean it's JULY for cryin' out loud!

Someone wrote Cole an anonymous letter. Saying I had cheated on him and then apologized. WHO WOULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT?! Anyone who knows Cole and I, KNOWS we are absolutely inseparable, absolutely IN LOVE and absolutely faithful. Honestly, if I happen to ever come across that person, I WILL rip their throat out. You don't do that. You just don't. So whoever it was is too young and immature for their own good or is way to jealous and shouldn't be wasting their time. I don't mean to be so... osfkhgwerhglkwejrgw;ergjk... but you NEVER threaten someone elses relationship for your own selfish needs. People like that have karma coming to them and God will take care of whatever is left.

Anyways, he is doing great! I am doing great! We are nearing what is the start to another new chapter in our lives, truly being married and living on our own. The Army has trained me well so far and I am so proud to be an Army Wife. Cole makes me happier than anything in the world and he is my hero.