Two weeks...

Today is the 2 week mark for the wedding! Nerves are definitley getting to myself and I am sure Cole as well. Then again, I'm not too sure about his nerves... Him and the boys left for their dirt biking, 4-wheeling bachelor party up in Stonyford early yesterday morning. I have been unable to contact any of the guys yet, but I'm sure they had a blast.

Everything for the wedding is really coming together. We are running out of things to do pretty quick! We will be busy as heck the day before and that morning, but until then there isn't all that much to do. I wouldn't mind being finished with the planning, but it makes for a very boring day at work.

Right now, we are working on all the little "extras". Possible hotel room in Yountville the night of the wedding...? Trading the truck for a more economical car...? I don't know. Just trying to keep busy and make money anywhere possible. I'm pretty sure at this point if we had the wedding tomorrow, we are pretty prepared. Other than all the orders not being in, but I'm ready. Haha.

I have the opportunity to be car sales. Doesn't sound like I good plan to you? Well, hours would increase, I would be garunteed at least a $1500 a month salary and I'm going to have nothing but time after May 25th so I might as well stay as busy as possible. I only have to pay for a $55 license to be able to sell cars, ironically I can't afford to pay for the license that will potentially make me thousands more per month. Go figure.

Back on topic.. We met with Jermaine, the pastor from First Christian, the other day. I enjoted it. It was fun and challenging! Not sure if Cole felt the same way, but it wasnt all that bad. We still have to go back for more "marriage counseling" three more times, but I don't mind. As long as we can get it done by the 9th!

So, I have estimated about 3 hours spent editing and adding/removing from my Target Registry. Sounds useful, but not when I don't think anyone has actually looked at it yet. Haha, oh well. I can at least pretend like I want all those things, right?

The more I think about Cole leaving the more torn up I get. Just writing about it on here is tortuous. There is no turning back now. He is leaving and I'm going to have to deal with it. I guess I'll get use to writing a lot of letters and expecting very few, if any replies. I know he won't have time to write me, let alone be allowed to call. Seems to foreign. I went a whole day without talking to him and I feel lonely.... Oh well, gotta practice now!